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Knowing When 2 Give it Up...(A VENT)

Im so aggravated beyond belief. I always let certain folks walk all over me, believing I owe them something or that somehow I have some obligation to them-Especially Family! 2Day of All Days I'm Good and Ready to be done with this Bullshit.
So... My Lil Bro' who's lived quite a "Priviledged" Life is down visiting, while My cousin in Chillin in New York and I have been left with her Spoiled Rotten, Manipulating 5 Year od Child. Its Been too long 9 Days and Counting of Waking up Super early to Dress and walk this Kid to school then tryna squeeze all my errands into a Small window before its time to Pick him up. WOW! Im so over having to answer to a Parent about their childs wellbeing, as if Im a GodDamn idiot. In between the days I have a older brother who is infamous for just Using the Fuk out of people Bothering me to Bring him a damn Suitcase for his travels. Instead of calling and saying hey Jamm... Can U bring that suitcase over now?... He insist on calling and acting like he Gives 2 Shits about how I'm doing? And whats New? Fake!
Ok so I dont Sleep, Not by choice but its become my routine lately. My Mind goes biZonkers at Night and any lil' sound startles and wakes me- So I get a couple hours Here and there AND then all of a Sudden Its "Russian Roulet" ringtone waking me to take Devil child to school. Now I know I havent had Seeds and this may Jinx me but its the Damn Truth. Its how I feel. And this experience is Fuking with Me!
So I was suppose to Go to Detroit and see fam I havent seen since Elementary last Thursday, but my Dad got Flaking, Cuzzo stayed in New York and I still had Lil' Man. So I pulled a No show for my Dad. Suks Royally because I wanted to Go but had No One to pond this Kid off to and the 6 hour drive 2 and from NY wasnt about to happen before the 12 Hour drive. Then theres the random Annoying ass textes from my Lil Grown ass sister making Demands and questioning why thing cant just go as she desires. Mom dukes calls get forwarded Right 2 Voicemail-she's always looking to Set Me Off.On top of everything else Ive missed more than 2 weeks of Physical Therapy so my Shoulder feels like its Going to Fall Off. I have to find my Cuzzo an apt and she hasnt worked in like 6Months and feels like she can just through money in a landlords face and everything will be Gravy. Not in White Worcester. Not gonna happen that easy. Ughhhhhh This shit had to get out Sporatic as Fuk but a Needed Vent. The only thing keep my sanity is that My Boys the Celtics are handling business on the B-Ball Court. And now this Criminology is going to get my mind right before the semester begins. Obviously its tme to Give these Toxic People up and Keep Shit Moving-----> Dueces!

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Good Morning Folks... My motivation to get out the house today was simply the words of Jawar... "THINK, PLAN, EXECUTE"